Assalamualaikkum wr wb,
apa tuh shinichi versi airachan hahaha
I have a friend, very close friend, I can't mention his name because its too general as my posting,,
maybe we can call him with "Shinichi", wehehehe...
I met Shinichi for the first time in my college as new student there. I dont know anything about him, and I still be Ajie's girlfriend at that moment.
But, after I break up with Ajie, Im single and I think I start to like Shinichi. hahaha thats too kampret brooo...
That moment was in the first semester,,, I dont know why, we always together everytime maybe, not always but I think always.
And I remember the moment that we always together, thats at faculty memory..
Not only me and Shinichi but our friends also joined,, we felt hungry but still rained..
We want to went to a meatball shop that taste so good in this city, and we waited until rain stop..
I didnt bring a rain jacket, so I had wet until came to our destination..
thats so cold and I think I had "masuk angin", but I think its no problem. We ate our food,, and at last, we were selfie together..
When we wanna went home, I think I really had "masuk angin" because I wanna vomited..
My friends went home with me and I think they so care with me,,
Oh ya, I remembered, Shinichi ever talked to me that my eyes so pretty without my glasses.. ciaaciaaciaaaaa >.<
And Im sure if Shinichi forgeted that moment.
day by day ...
We had P2KK, I felt happy first, because I wanna meet new friends from other department and faculty...
but at the second day in P2KK, I felt not good and wanna went home, seriously !!!
My new friends from 'ehm' faculty were so kamvred I think, I wanna talk something but no one heard me..
But I had some friends from other faculty, and I also cant mention that faculty, She was so friendly, kind and humorable like me. hahaha
I told about Shinichi to her, muihihi...
but after did the P2KK, me and Shinichi enclosed and I heard that He like another girl,,
I think my heart so broke, but I must be strong, because we just bestfriend ! not more !
I pray to Allah in order to I will not crying just because Shinichi like another girl, and Allah give me a chance to strong..
We not be a close friend again at the second semester,
And I had a relationship with other boy in my college,, but thats just a month.. and yaaaa forget it !
but, Shinichi came to my life again !
I dont know his reason before, but I heard from my friend that He knew that I ever be "tiiiit's girlfriend" and He have been enclose with that another girl.
We were be close friend again and I try to control my feel.
We more close than before,, but I just wanna his bestfriend...
I dont wanna broke my heart anymore and I still dont wanna give my more feeling to him .. just because I wanna keep our bestfriend..
But until now, I still have a love feeling to Shinichi... I cant like another boy anymore, I try and I always try to open my heart to another boy that like me, but I cant, I cant like him, I cant delete Shinichi's name...
I cant like another men since I had relationship with Ajie, just Shinichi can make me have other feel that not only friend.. But I think I still must control my felling,,, although we were so close, I never can told my true felling, did you know it? Maybe someday...... Shinichi,,
